I get called ‘amazing’ alot by the boy.
Am I? Is that only because I’ve “been through so much”? Or is this beyond just being brave? Is it just me? Am I the only one who can’t see my bravery because it was all happening to me?
If only everyone knew how badly I wish right now to be back in that hospital, away from the world. At least there I knew the pain could be treated. Out here I’m not sure how to fix myself.