“Do you ever feel you become the worst version of yourself? That a Pandora’s Box of all the secret hateful parts — your arrogance, your spite, your condescension — has sprung open. Someone provokes you, and instead of just smiling and moving on, you zing them. Hello, it’s Mr. Nasty. I’m sure you have no idea what I’m talking about.”…

Day Twelve – Stream of Consciousness

Stream of Consciousness Day. Start the sentence “______” just write, don’t stop, don’t edit. POST! I am a little angry right now. No, scratch that, I am frustrated and so incredibly annoyed. I feel as if the worst of me is coming out of late. I have nothing to blame for it either. Well, I do. But that seems ridiciolous.…

Humira Thuuuuursssdddaaaaayyyy! :D

I sound full of excitement and hope, from that title, don’t I? Well, it was difficult today. My insanity prevailed more than my logic. My logic dictates that it is a 10 second injection for 14 days of greatness. What does my insanity think? Needle. Needle! NEEDLE! Painful painful prick of a needle! I sat with the pen posed on…

Two Minds..

Today is the final day of my Humira cycle. And it is a good day. Its sunny! I feel rather much alright. I feel like fighting today. But. There is a niggly feeling in the back of my mind. That same voice that wants me to say ‘fuck it, just do it’ wants me to just give up. It wants…

Day Eleven – Theme Song

Theme Song. Imagine your health focus or blog getting its own theme song. What would the lyrics be? What type of music would it be played to? John Mayer – War of My Life – This is the acoustic version. It is beautiful. I am sad to say that the song that best defines my life is this song. Its…

Sometimes a simple phrase like this gets me through an emotional period. Like after work today, I just wanted to cry. Not for any particular reason, I just felt overwhelmed and done for the day. I wanted to feel weak for 5 minutes after having holding it together all day long. I have to go back and do it all…


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